Make up your fucking mind if you want me or not gawddamnit!

Just when I think I'm fine going on without him he calls or texts or messages me shit... giving me false hope. then he tells me the next day he doesnt know what he wants...

fucking just stringing me along and the worse part is i allow him to do it...

I'm sooo ready to just leave this rock and him behind.. but he tells me to stay and of course cause i love not only him but his son i fucking stay...

for a month or two more at least....