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toxicremedy — Mon, 09 Jul 2007 23:04:48 GMT

So.. I am back.. It's been a while..

New Update:
I have a wonderful son.

What's new with you?

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Don't wake me up. Death is misleading.
& when I fall asleep.. I sleep with a ghost.

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toxicremedy — Fri, 17 Jun 2005 02:30:42 GMT

Sanchez Prom '05

toxicremedy — Tue, 17 May 2005 13:32:13 GMT

Fabian had been pretending that we weren't going, then the night of prom he picks me up with his MR2 with this entourage of import cars behind him. (Just so you know, he told me that we're only going to be there to watch him play). We start to drive off to get the next person's date and then he says "Hey can you get my cell phone?". I open a compartment where he usually keeps it and there lay a paper that said "Will you be my date?" and the tickets were there too.

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toxicremedy — Tue, 19 Apr 2005 22:40:13 GMT

my doctor told me to exercise & diet several weeks ago..
so i've been exercising twice a week.
my legs have got their tone back..
now i'm focusing a bit more on my little tummy.

i eat smaller proportions of food now..
and i drink lotsa water..
(is that considered a diet?)

.the negative-

toxicremedy — Thu, 14 Apr 2005 05:58:14 GMT

they come right after the other.
I'll sleep for hours to keep away.
relationships are a lot of work.
thank god that You love me.

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i don't know if we're going to make it.
doesn't mean that i'm giving up.

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toxicremedy — Wed, 06 Apr 2005 14:38:39 GMT

erase.

Addressed To: Not You, but Them. (Stop Assuming)

toxicremedy — Tue, 29 Mar 2005 01:51:12 GMT

You barely even know me.
But then again, I barely even know you.
In the end, we're fine with our secrets aren't we?

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I will bury this into my chest so that I will remember to never again.
If&When it comes again you will see your name written on my wrists, and the hole in my chest will get deeper & wider.
I am our downfall.
Morning will find our bodies washed up 30 miles west.

#5 w.a bullet

toxicremedy — Wed, 23 Mar 2005 00:23:54 GMT

*asks a question*
"I don't really care for it."
.What do you mean?+
"I don't care for the attitude that comes with it."
" /._________+/. I don't want to deal with that."

were you not the one who said you'd always be there for me?..
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"it's me & the moon," she says

toxicremedy — Thu, 17 Mar 2005 22:18:57 GMT

My grandma is sick & in the hospital; she's miles away.</3

I'm willing to break myself. I'm not afraid.
I'm willing to bleed for days.. so you don't hurt so much.

CurlUp&Die.

toxicremedy — Mon, 14 Mar 2005 00:37:52 GMT

I shit at you.