Note to all: If you don't plan on being a neuroscientist, I suggest you don't ever take the class. Evarrrr! Talk about brain overload on the brain.

Also, if you are an over-thinker like me and have or plan on taking hallucinogens, do NOT, I repeat, do NOT take anything that deals with studying the human body at molecular levels. It's too much to bare. It makes me want to rip my hair out and run to the corner rocking back and forth, continuously screaming "WHY?!"

What boggles my mind the most is the beginning of time and whether God has anything to do with it. How can you make something from nothing? Was it always there? If every cause has an effect then what/when was the original of original causes?

Those stupid scientists think they are so wise trying to figure out the beginning of time. WE are molecules compared to the universe. Fuck them they need to get off their high horses and accept the fact that it's an incomprehensible thought that we may never figure out. We're dumber than we'd like to admit.

The cycle of chaos and order. A spherical world of balance. Random motion. Hmm...

Ignorance is bliss but hey it's too late for that now...so if anyone wants to throw me some insightful theories, I'm all ears. The damage has been done.

Wow so the last time I wrote in this thing, I had just started college. A lot has happened since then. I think. I'm still in college so I don't think that situation is changing anytime soon. So I'm broke and I need to find a way to make fast easy money without having to sell my soul. College kid budget sucks.

I miss Guam. Terribly. I also terribly miss the sun. Washington weather makes me want to do the kurt cobain thing and shoot myself in a deserted house. I'm looking at the japanese exchange students from the window and woweee I wish I was in their shoes.

I should be studying for my jazz class but I need a study break. My head is going bonkers. Two exams in a row. Spring break starts and then party party to forget everything I learned this quarter.

If you or anyone you know would like a kick ass asian/islander/hispanic to come to your house (this doesn't apply to people in Washington) and be your servant, feel free to send a plane ticket.

Over and out.

I'm sitting around at the computer hoping someone will call me and pick me up cause I don't want to drive. I just found out my friend Lissette got arrested. Fun times.

I start college this Sept. I hate the idea of me entering the real world. I look like I'm 16 here in the states because everyone tries their hardest to look old. You see these youngins with their skanky clothes and caked up faces it's crazy...crazy I tell ya! Oh yeah white girls+fake tans=wrong. They have the skin tone of oompa loompas when they do that shit. And I love lamp.

I'm so bored so I'm making it a point to write in one of my many blog-type things/journals, etc. Tis spring break and if only I were one of those cool college students in Cancun Mexico, getting wasted and making out/fucking with random strangers, preferably the easy and naive types and then later on killing myself before the semester ends because I found out I have aids...or some incurable sexually transmitted disease like that. I'm feeling so articulate today. Maybe it's the rainy weather. I often get the urge to run outside when it's raining and run around some more but I'm sick so I got to lay off the stupidity and alcohol.

I probably will rarely post up shit on this because End Ignorance can suck my nonexistant cock! Goodbye lame blog.