and he loved it.

i'm goin to guahan on oct 2nd. woot for me. 4 days japan, 5 months guahan, 2 weeks hawai'i..

i can't wait.

the only thing i'm worried about is the ganj..i can't imagine payin $20 for a .5-.8 joint when i get 2 grams for the same price out here. but whatever. i'll be on the beach, guess that'll have to do.

and i hate it. yeah yeah the snow is pretty, you can take some awesome pictures with the snow being the white back drop, its nice and peaceful watching the snow flakes fall outside the window..but all the "pretty" reasons ain't shit when your brown skin feels like its gettin bitten off by winter..

suppose to be somethin like 7 inches by 3pm today..fuckin suuuucckkkyyy!! we stayed at the hotel last night cuz i wont drive in the snow, looks like were stayin again tonight..lame..but i'm sendin the boyfriend to go get the 360 so i dont die of boredum..

i need some sand, coconut trees and warm pacifik in my life.

the best part of waking up is truth in your cup..

http://zeitgeistmovie.com/

so it ain't brand new..known bout it for a minute but i wanted to share with you guys, if you haven't seen it..

it might start a lil slow but watch it, i promise it's worth it..watch the movie first then the addendum..

More and more I'm realizing that I don't want to be in a relationship. Maybe it's cuz I miss my freedom or maybe it's cuz my man's an asshole and I don't know if I can trust him.

I got to work this morning and sent a text message to the homegirl. Then I saw my sent log and realized I had a been texting Bry'ann last night. But wait..I was sleeping. Appearantly my phone rang because I had a text message. So instead of Justin waking me up and telling me my phone went off, he proceeded to check my messages. And not only that, he was responding to Bry'ann's texts like he was me. Nothing bad was said. She just wanted to pick up a sack, harmless. My thing is, why did he feel it was okae to answer my messages. Then after reading all the text sent back and forth, I saw one where he invited her over to smoke. Not a big deal under normal circumstances cuz we all smoke togeher, BUT I WAS SLEEPING! Why would he invite my homegirl over to smoke, when I'm already asleep? Not okae. Then I find out when she came to pick it up he was tryin to get her number and put his in her phone.

When I called him to ask him about it he had nothing to say. He just said "alright". So I'm like "what the fuck? thats all you have to say?" He's like "well what am I suppose to say?" "IDK..maybe I'm sorry..maybe I was wrong to check your messages"..nope nada..so I hung up. It wasn't until after all that, I found out about the phone number thing. So I called him back, I can't just sit and wonder, my mind will destroy me. He says he gave it to her so she can call him directly to pick up. Why? She's been buyin ganj from us for hella and there was no problem with her callin me..

IDK man..This is the shit I hate. I shouldn't have to question him.

I should just stay single cuz your girls a pimp..and we can get it there..

I am I trippin?

so i just went off in a blog and when i tried to submit it took me to the log in screen but then its all blank..cant do it again lol

i got new ink yay!

um how do i get this flikr shit to switch?? idk the log in for whatever pics are up on my stream and apparently i have another one with my yahoo adress or something..but thats where i upload peekchers so i want that one connect to the ie..someone help the computard..please lol